“Losing
My Mind”
by
Douglas Messerli
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Dorothy Collins (original Broadway recording), 1971
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Barbara Cook (Follies in Concert version), 1985
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Dorothy Loudon, medley with another Sondheim song
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Liza Minnelli, 1989
Performer:
Tim Curry, 1997
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Marin Mazzie (Sondheim’s 80 birthday celebration), 2010
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Glenn Close (for Barbara Cook’s Kennedy Awards Honor), 2011
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Bernadette Peters, 2014
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Jeremy Jordan
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Barbra Streisand, 2016
Composer:
Stephen Sondheim
Performer:
Michael Ball
The lyrics of this song are really an
expression of the situation and, then, brilliantly, after the orchestra returns
to remind us of the singer’s suffering, a complete repeat, sung in a slightly
different pitch. Singers, in this sense, get two swipes at the marvelous lyrics
and musical delights. What more could you ask for?
Of course, this is Barbra Streisand’s forte,
and she does it marvelously in her 2016 Broadway recording. Dorothy Collins is
a strong and wonderful singer, who does a more than credible job in the original
Broadway performance, and her's remains one of the best of the recordings. And other
versions, such as the great theater performer, Dorothy Loudon, whose wavery
voice is just perfect for the song, does a great rendition.
It’s also hard to fault Glenn Close, who was chosen to sing the song, before the gifted Barbara Cook, during the celebration of Cook’s 2011 award ceremony into the Kennedy Center Honors. And male singers, Jeremy Jordon, Michael Ball, and, particularly, British actor Tim Curry—yes, of The Rocky Horror Show fame—sang it quite movingly at an AIDS concert in 1997. Liza Minnelli did a rather stylish but quite embarrassing jazz dance version; obviously she was not up to the challenges of the song’s more operatic concerns.
It’s also hard to fault Glenn Close, who was chosen to sing the song, before the gifted Barbara Cook, during the celebration of Cook’s 2011 award ceremony into the Kennedy Center Honors. And male singers, Jeremy Jordon, Michael Ball, and, particularly, British actor Tim Curry—yes, of The Rocky Horror Show fame—sang it quite movingly at an AIDS concert in 1997. Liza Minnelli did a rather stylish but quite embarrassing jazz dance version; obviously she was not up to the challenges of the song’s more operatic concerns.
But when all is said and done, obviously,
there is only one definitive performance, something that has to be heard before
you can comprehend just how significant this work is: Barbara Cook’s wonderful
interpretation at Lincoln Center in 1985. Sondheim must surely have wept, and
even if he didn’t, he should have. The rest of us probably have every time we hear Cook
singing these lyrics:
The
sun comes up
I
think about you
The
coffee cup
I
think about you
I
want you so
It's
like I'm losing my mind
The
morning ends
I
think about you
I
talk to friends
I
think about you
And
do they know?
It's
like I'm losing my mind
All
afternoon, doing every little chore
The
thought of you stays bright
Sometimes
I stand in the middle of the floor
Not
going left
Not
going right
I
dim the lights
And
think about you
Spend
sleepless nights
To
think about you
You
said you loved me
Or
were you just being kind
Or
am I losing my mind?
Even
Sondheim has made clear the psychological implications of the very last
stanza, where the singer spends sleepless nights “to” think about him. It is a
problem of her perception, and is, indeed, very much an issue of a kind of
insanity, of which she seems to be cured by the end of her startling Follies family revival’s end, when the now
self-hating Ben literally has a break-down on stage. He cannot even deal with
his current life with Phyllis let alone imagine a true relationship with the
love-struck Sally, and both her husband and Ben, life-long friends, show both the terror of all those years of “loving the girls upstairs.”
Los Angeles,
December 30, 2017
Reprinted
from USTheater, Opera, and Performance (December
2017).
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